1. Mid High School Crisis
a. I am no longer a lower classman (yay?) in school as I am officially a junior. Thus, igniting something I will call a mid high school crisis. What exactly is a mid high school crisis? Well, it is what happens when you are minding your own business and come along numerous times into a conversation that more or less, looks like this:
Person that barely knows you (PBKY): Hey, how's school
You: *insert some variation of a vague response*
PBKY: ^-^ Soooo... what are you going to do for college?
You: oh, not thinking about that, still have time, not like I'm graduating next year or someth.... Oh, wait, nevermind.....
PBKY: *confused* You mean, you still haven't given any thought? Oh, well, now's the time, or it soon becomes way too late, you don't want to *insert mistake* because *insert personal anecdote*
You: *maneuvers out of conversation*
It other words, it is the panicky emotion you may feel when you come to the realization that you are closer to graduation than you are to the first day of freshman year.
b. I am confused and scared for the future
c. I do not know what I want to do
d. I will do anything to be a little freshman again, and do things right
2. Isolation: I just want to read books in my room all day and not talk to anyone
3. Divorce: parents finally figured it all out
4. Learned that fuckboys are to not to be messed around with
5. Have been reading and/or writing nonstop lately
6. Wasting my youth being scared and waiting, it's all just time filler
7. Have been gone for long time because got busy with school stuff, went to South Asia for 2 1/2 months, school again, and now here
8. Finding more and more ways to hide
9. Wondering why I have to be so weird and such a freak, and praying to God to be normal
AND FINALLY
10. Discovering that I have been terribly over estimating myself all this time
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