Late Night Thoughts

I am quite frustrated with myself for getting too involved in worldly possessions. Also I am quite mad at myself for not being talented or remotely good at anything. I found myself tearing up in softball practice today for that sole reason. I can't even tell myself that it's going to be okay, because it all has to do with the efforts I decide to put in, and well, I am very lazy. I don't like who I am at all.
Much Love,

Nima :)

QB